welcome, to the dark side.

i seldom have a emo post, until, recently?

 

all i need is just a little bit of ur trust, is that so hard? YOU NEVER BELIEVE ME. NEVER! 

STOP JUDGING ME OKAY? IS NOT LIKE THE WORLD SPINS THE WAY YOU THINK. GET A GRIP, PLEASE? i need air to breathe, so can you just stop saying words that hurts so deep? if all of these continues, both me and you are going to be suffering.

like i always say, bad things always happens when happy things come. 

you guys know what i hate most?

not cockroach,

not mating lizards,

no, not even some faggot who ruined my moood,

the thing i hate most is,

DEJAVU. 

I HATE IT TO THE MAX. 

cause, my dejavu-ed stuffs are all bad, damn effin bad, neither of them are good, NEITHER, well, in my fifteen years plusplus of life experience lah. 

no, im not emo, im just angry of myself for being such an freaking idiot. 

grrrrh, how could you lost such important thing lah bitch. 

DAMN IT.

oh well, i knew it. since that day i started to laugh that way, i knew all of these are going to happen, bad thing always come after good things, ALWAYS. 

ahblah, just, screw it. no more. NO MORE LAH.

EDITTED. 2251. 

and guess what, i cant even read my bff's blog. wtf.

 
haha, once go out, dont ever come back.

MEITING'S BIRTHDAY! 

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to princess,
happy birthday to you. =D 

this is what i wrote in that BIG BIG? card! =D smile meiting, with your super kawaii new hairstyle, oh yeah, even u did change your hairstyle, im much more cuter than you. teeeeheee =)

I LOVE YOU! 

no matter how cruel you used your legs to kick my ass,
no matter how loud you scream at me,
no matter how you say ungu sucks, but the fact is ungu rocks,
NO MATTER WHATEVER LAH. 

REMEMBER, I LOVE YOU! 

ahahaha, with those eyes, i think you will understand one lah. =D scare you to death man. =D 

but, seriously lah, i never forget knowing you. you are shooo super kawaii. for only, this week. SEE I SO GOOD, PUT WEEK SOMEMORE! =D

kay lah, im not in a super mood today, sorryyy. 

EDITTED. 09.54pm 29.4.09. with love. 

happy monday. WOOHOO.

today is one of the odd monday.

I FELT HAPPY TODAY. 

first, marching. me likey! from the tup dua tup til the terima kasih part. there is one thing that i wont regret in my life, and that will be joining UNGU! :D 

then the SHAMWOOHOO part, in case you are wondering, just go youtube and search lah, is a nigahiga's videos. IS DAMN LAME AND STUPID AND UBER FUNNY! oh well, is just make me go SHAMWOOHOO all the day, AND I somehow INFLUENCED PEOPLE IN MY CLASS! :D

and my mum is back! =D altho, she, is so heartless that she bought nuts back for me. no, seriously, NUTS. AS IN, PEANUTS THOSE KIND OF NUTS OKAY. what the hell, i ask her to buy some clothes, she bought nuts. fui banyak. and she is going to somewhere else the next week, waddafark wey. 

ah, cut the sad part. i dont wanna ruined my gooooody gooody mood. oh well. 

i laughed alot today, =D! 

oh wait, i forgot the part of gay. =DDDDDD! inside thing. LOL. 

orphanage, FGA.

last night after all the newspaper collecting, i was so tired. i did my 18hrs sleep again. :D and guess what? i dont even remember that i actually walked to the bathroom and bathed, and then sleep in my bro's room and then changed to my room. i just realised after leaving things there. LOL. oh, after i bathed, did i slept with my wet hair :S oh my.

after that, went to school for the interact book drive thing. but, i didnt read any books to those orphans at all, i was playing arm wrestling, chor dai dee, uno stacko with them, oh yeah, even contributing my choc. :D so good hor.

 
the bus. and humans.

 

cute smart little indian girl.

this kid here is damn smart. she sat on my lap and asked me for chocs, so yeah obviously generous me will say yes. and i gave her one. and after she finished it, she say she wants more. so yeah obviously generous me will say yes again. and i gave her another one. and after she finished it, she say she wants more again. and so yeah, this repeated around ten times. and i scared that she will have sorethroat, so i asked kayzhi to help me keep my bag and trick her and said there is no more. :D heh heh.

 
THIS KID HERE IS DAMN STRONG OKAY. im like using all my energy and he is like, ahlahlah. omg.

steven! ;D!

 
steven's brother. ALVIN! and his chipmunks! card! ==!

HE IS SUPER DOOPLE CUTE LOH.

joshua ; chenlynn

me ; joshua ; chenlynn

when we are going to leave, see the expression of joshua's face. 

 
sad joshuaa ):  


tard kayzhi.
 

after that, went back with chenlynn. took lunch in her house, pick some clothes, and off to fetch zhongwei, guounn and yeeteng. headed to FGA next. crap alot in the car. meet up with dylan when we reached.

PAROIMA WAS DAMN COOL. 

THE PLAY WAS DAMN COOL! DAMN DAMN DAMN COOL. DAMN COOL * fullstop* the only thing i can say is, damn cool. omg, damn coollllllll O.O!

after the show, there was this introducing about christian thing lah, and guounn, the YES MAN actually went out and decided to join jesus. oh well, after that, went to yam cha, ate chicken wing, drumsticks at some food stalls.
 
 
chenlynn ; me ; yeeeeteng. 

THIS POST IS REQUESTED BY MR. OOI KAY ZHI. GO ON AND GRAB THE PICTURES LAH. =D

omg, like your waist damn thin like that.

 

the one on the left is alvin! he damn QQ hor. oh, and im just referring to alvin =D

FAT TARD FACE. LOL.

itouch game. 

ubber inner heat, feel me.

OKAY. i just woke up and i realised i haven thank one special person.

HOO YEN HUI.

I LOVE YOU TOO. thank for involving in all these altho it is not ur class. I LET YOU FEEL MY INNER HEAT ON MONDAY! OKAY? =D

oh btw. btw is not, not by the way, is BEE TEE DAPBLURYOU. 

haha, i know, this is so stupid. main point is, I HAVEN TAKE ANYTHING FOR LUNCH AND DINNER. oh well, i shall continue to realease my inner heat alone. i miss you mama. ): 

ass ten rock yoh ;D

OMG. AKU CINTA ORANG ASS SEPULUH BANYAK! 

DAN ENCIK RIZAL! 

im sorry for saying " pn chee, you should be our class teacher lah " ACTUALLY i was meaning, erhm, pn chee you should be our class teacher cause you have such a big car. but, yeah, 

IM SORRY EN RIZAL! I REALLY DIDNT MEAN IT. 

2177 is a great number =D

getting number 1 doesnt matter anymore, at least we tried our freaking best and TEAMWORK! and like sengyew said : omg, i finally think that our class is a class loh =D 

oh btw, i wanna thank my bro as well, okay lah, sometimes i really hate you, but sometimes i really love you tooooooooooo!

THANK YOU CHEAH YEW TYAN, GOR, AQ, FAT, and so on. 

and thank you the cute aunty that show us where can we get newspaper. =D

thank you jansen's mum who fetch me back home when i was like dying dy.

thank you bihui's dad, sengyew's uncle? huiteng's idontknow who? xinann's driver? kaixin! tengyi, tongyang's dad. omg, EVERYONE THAT BOUGHT NEWSPAPER LAH. 

and thank you mum for not saying abit thing when i accidentally scratch your car. 

thank you generous cute little earthlings that gave us newspaper.

THANK YOU EVEN MORE WHO SAID YOU DONT HAVE NEWSPAPER BUT YOU ACTUALLY DID.

okay now, the sorry part.

sorry rizal, i really didnt mean it.

sorry to some of them, cause i kinda like say : oi, shut up lah. 

sorry to ungu, cause this time, i placed assten above ungu. 

sorry to myself, cause, yeah.

sorry to everyone. CAUSE! i dont know why? there must be a reason lah, but i dont know what. so yeah, just wanna say SORRY! 

i dont care whether there is any grammar mistake or not, cause im like some died deep fried cow here. AND I NEED SLEEP SO YEAH, TATA! 

oh yea. my god, killing weather wey ):

uhm, me love you?

ass tens rock your ass! :D 

i wanna win, i surely do, and i seriously mean it.

just bring your newspaper lahhhh, pretty please? * with QQ face*  please? 

believe me, we are gonna win! 

if like we won, then when we got the prizes, then we give it to class fund, then, you know is unfair right?

is like, we walking under the hot sun, collecting newspaper, walking like a stupid mad cow but others is like sleeping in the air-conditional room, playing their DOTA, or MSN or maple OR EVEN LEFT 4 DEAD!

but we were there sweating like we just finish some world class marathon!

so yeah, just help up abit! we are going for a newspaper collection @ ss2 and taman tun tomoro, you can always join us! (: me welcome you banyak banyak! its okay to dont go lah, but BRING NEWSPAPER PLEASE! SEE THE FIRE IN MY EYES! BRINGGGG PLEASEEEEE!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEE T.T

do something for S10! DO SOMETHING FOR THE EARTH! :0

oh oh, im gonna thank pamela's neighbour a whole lot, me likey you banyak banyak. and i seriously do love my neighbourhood loh, unlike OUG, stupid bangalow, make us walk like shyyyyttt. thank you uncle! (:

and there is this indian lady, mrs jaya i think, cause i kinda like kena dog chase, so she was like, girl girl, come up lah, i fetch you back home. I KNOW, i shouldnt get into strangers car, but she just look so kind, and the dog just keep following me. so yeah, THANK YOU AUNTY :D ME LIKEY YOU JUGA.

and there is this catholic high ex teacher, ME LIKEY YOU JUGA! and oh oh, not just the catholic high ex teacher, everyone that gaves us newspaper lah. me likey likey likey kamu B Y K! 

and i wanna win x)

whispering to my ears

hidden secrets (:

sunshine in my eyes.

UNGU BABY <3

♥

i think i got darker, but i didnt actually mind, cause its for

UNGU!

was suppose to go newspaper collecting @ taman tun, but because of some stupid reason, we cant go, and SORRY TECKSERN, for cycling all over your area to find us, but well yeah, im actually at the padang cheering for ungu! and kaixin is in the library, i guess? 

but at least, i didnt waste my time staying back. :D omg, i love ungu so damn much loh.

oh wait wait, before i go. 

NIGGAHBOOO! :D

sounds cute right? :D

oh yeah, about my kijang thing, hahah, i get into the final! and dont ask anything further than that! LOL.

omg i cant sleep,

cause,

there are two lizards,

mating!

and they sound

super funny! LOL

THREE SUNS! LOL!

teaching how to use paint through paint through msn.

DAMN Q LOH! LOOOOL! 

but then ended up, its like useless lah, sorry pam, cant help. LOL

but, it do have entertaining purpose one loh. LOL

and and, its so artistic, until people thought i drew three suns. LOL.

peiyoong says: i thought
peiyoong says: u drew three suns ==
peiyoong says: then i was like
peiyoong says: EH WHY THAT SUN NO LIGHT ONE

LOL! damn funny okay.

pikachiu says : meow! LOL!

 
 

birthday okay, must smile like this! =DDDD! 

OH HO HO! 

SEE, IM SUCH A GOOD FRIEND LOH! 

before i say anything, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN E-LYNN

aka cat, pikachiu, meow, rawr, ganas, and more to go. 

 
pikachiu said : HI! 

SORRY LAH, i kinda like hug your pikachiu before! like the pikachiu's virginity kena stolen by me ady. LOL. 

and i never see a rat that meows before. LOL. 

 
oh lol, we look so good in this picture loh. LOL.

 
and you look extreamly cute in this pic, and i look extreamly yam. LOL. 

oh oh and, I LOVE YOU! =D!

dont emo okay, promise! 

OMG, THIS IS THE LONGEST BIRTHDAY POST LOH.

and ah, I REMEMBER YOUR BIRTHDAY!

thats something you should really appreciate loh,

cause, you know lah, im like have super bad memories on people's birthday one.

you know, i nearly forgotten my dearest papa's, rouyi birthday! omg, speaking of this, i felt extreamly sorrryyyy ah pah! seriously SORRRRRY! T.T!

so you know lah, my memory is like super teruk ady, and i totally sucked at this lah.

and ah, look at the time below man. LOOK AT IT! 

hence, 

you must love me more!

tick tock

walking down the path,

and i realised,

emo is in my blood, 

and i didnt realised it.

oh btw,

i likey this picture very much loh.

actually this post is just to bury the previous post. lol

 
when it started.

 
it ends.

; ♥

just to get the  glory,

of that moment.



; ♥

 
sunrise ; 

sunset.

much loved. 

omfg

omg, this is super scary loh, beware if you have heart problem. 

BEWARE.

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IM SERIOUS

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THINK AGAIN

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OKAY FINE SEE LAH. 

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JU ON LOH!

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AND ALSO THIS

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ZOMBIE LOH!

ungu baybeh, pretty please.

ungu

ungu

ungu.

UNGU! :O

im super stressed. 

i, need more air, more time. 

omg, saying about time, I WANNA GO JOG NOW! =D! byebye! 

EDITTED. 7.18pm

oh heh, just finished jogging and i smell like some dead fish. 

i, wanna improve loh. 

omg, next year, next year, i must get some ranks for merentas desa and some stamina thing and THAT STUPID KIJANG AND JAUH AND 100M. :O! 

OH MY GOD, HARDCORE! 

please pretty please cross that dumb line. 

sorry, i need to say it, if not, i will kena nightmare LOH

okay fine, i deleted it = =

HARDCORE BANYAK. = =

hardcore pjpk.

cut the crap, got to ciao.

I HATE YOU AND YOU AND YOU! 

and you is just referring to one thing.

stress. LOH

AHDUI!

OH BTW, IM LIKE A GIANT BALLOON THAT IS REACHING ITS LIMIT.

POP! POP! POP! 

omg siao = =

happy happy me says =D

: TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPY DAY! =D! 

because,

i got a new friend! 

yenhui's pencil box!

omg damn ganasly omfg cute loh. is like super super Q loh. and is like super super kawaii loh.

=D 

i dont know what am i talking about! =D 

which means, 

today is a happy happy day! 

OH SHIT, I STILL GOT MANY HOMEWORKS TO DO

BUT STILL.

TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPY DAY,

cause its tuesday the 14th, 

which means,

2.14, 

which means, 

VALENTINES DAY! YAY! 

= =

i banyak konon loh. 

hahhahhhahaa, byebye!

life is so easy, why do we need to make it complicated.

i hate myself for being myself yet not myself. 

if you understand this,
you will know what is happening to me now. 

please, save me. 

the world is so emo, because, its monday the 13th. 

lights.

i hate to be a girl.

 

to my dear elynn, 

no matter what, 

you still have a whole lots of great friends,

no worries =D

and to my dear yenhui,

no matter what,

i will still get the minimo thing for you,

no worries also.

with love ♥

oh btw, feed on this as well, 

Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common?
A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get.

wth. LOL. 

webcam!

omg.

OH MY GOD!

i webcam-ed with yenhui, mao, chenlynn, jansen, and brandon.

AND MANY MORE LAH OMG, DAMN CUTE! 

=DDDDDDDDDDDD

stupid ==!

OH MY GOODNESS LAH.

I HATE MY NEIGHBOURS WEY.

THEY ARE LIKE DEMOLISHING THEIR HOUSE OKAY.

THAT SOUNDS IS SO ANNOYING! URGH.

ISHHHHHHHHHHHH! = =! 

tag?

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
cheeeeeeeeks! 

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i feel wonderful! ungu baby, sure feel energetic one loh. 

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
kharwei i think, kena candid. 

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
by my dad, yeah, kinda. but defientaly not my mum. 

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
uhm, why not, but, i dont think i can donate lah, i have low blood pressure okay. 

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah of course. duh. LOL. 

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
uhm, nah, im just too kind. i wont do these by reducing my karma. =D 

8. What does your last text message say?
LUILUI TO THE RESCUE! 

9. What are you thinking right now?
I wanna close my eyes and sleep. LOL. 

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
uhm, not really. but if there is, i wont mind, I CAN HOLD THUMB THUMB! =D 

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
uhm. err? 3? 

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
errrr, giant? is it? no? i dont know lah.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
i miss sky, i miss papa, i miss everything everyone!  

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
ELYNNNNNNN! LOL.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
[1] Elynn
[2] Rouyi
[3] Pammmmy
[4] Chingying
[5] Yenhui 
[6] Zhennam 
[7] Jansen 
[8] Carmen
[9] Serena 
[10] Bihui 

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
uh huh. =D 

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
She's  an alien from venus. =D

17. If no.4 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
hmmmm? dont know? 

18. What is no.10 studying about?
uhm , SHE IS SITTING BESIDE MEEE
 
19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
uhm, not long ago? 

20. Is no.4 single?
taken for the same old JM. 

21. Say something about no.2 .
AH PAHHHHHHH! IM HER STOMACH'S WORM. i kinda know everything of hers one loh, even it is just guessing. LOL. scary right? 

22. What do you think about no.7 & no.8 being together?
OMG, dont think so. 7 is unavailable and 8 is taken, so yeah. 

23. Describe no.9 .
hmmmm. dangerous!
 
24. What will you do if no.5 n no.7 fight?
yenhui and jansen. i think they will loh. LOL

25. Do you like no.1?
YEAH SUREEEEEEEE. MY CAT WOH, SURE SUKA LAH.

pc fair, ungu selection, and much more.

i love fridays, always. =D 

 
deeply in those eyes, there is a secret. 

its a bit ss but bare with it lah, cause, i think this picture i look damn QQ loh. LOL. 

will update some pictures about the pc fair and some others pictures. til then, byes! 

after this post, you are banned to be emo. BANNED!

 
ALL YOU NEED IS LOVEEEEE! AND MORE LOVEEEEEEE!

AND THIS POST IS FOR MY 

HOOOOO YEN HUIIIII! 

SEE HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE! 

ALL IN CAPSLOCK! AND BIG BIG FONT! 

stupid, ask me dont emo then you ownself emo. 

i chop your thumb then you know ah. LOL. and dont have sex with a bug, is disgusting. LOL.

ungu baby, thumb baby.

oh god, please please please dont rain tomoro for my selection sake. pleaseee?

i know i had been begging so much recently, but just for my dear ungu, please? 

oh oh, and, today's sky is so pretty. =D 

 
nice right nice right? at night you know. ish, if only i have better camera and skills ):

and ELYNN! and ROUYI! understand my thumb theory! others just dont get it, i dont know why, they thought that im weird, i kon them, or simply just sampat. NO LOH, DAMN NICE ONE LOH THE FEELING. and according to elynn's random info : baby loves thumb. LOL. 

thumb!

i need a thumb now. 

OH, in case you dont know, i love holding people's thumb. 

it makes me feel very happy and secure. at the same time, telling me that everything is gonna be alright, WITH JUST A THUMB! damn cool right?

seriously, you guys must try it out. 

and, if doesnt, dont think im weird, cause im not, at all. =D! 

happy thumb holding! 

david archuleta?

LOL. this is damn random, i just got tickets of the david archuleta live in malaysia. 

and the way i got it is,

SUPER SUPER random! 

random is just so good, and today is one of the odd wednesday, the first time i felt happy on wednesday! hahahah.

EDITTED. 

OHMYGOD! I JUST FOUND OUT ONE VERY COOL WEBSITE! SO DAMN COOL! =D! my favouriteee!

oh, i just realised a new fact of mine. 

i, always forgot what i say. as in, SERIOUSLY DAMN TERUK ONE! im like so teruk until i actually asked everyone at least 2times about whether i told them my 4marks ady or not. 

OH MY GOD!

and, sadly, i think that my brain is 24/7 drunk. as in, super drunk, hyperly drunk? 

actually, i dont know what am i typing. :S 

so, you shall just ignore this post! :S i think my brain is having some problems :S

clover and purple, much loved.

i wish, everything will be okay. 

god bless ungu will win this year, please? 

btw, this pic damn cool right? =D! 

emotional moo online? =D

tension in this city ; stress out. 

i just hate myself for being so last minute.

so hate that i would wanna just kill myself. 

ishhhh. screw it. 

i hate sundays and monday,
is like,
the start of disaster. 

oh my, thats not the normal me,
usually i would say, 

oh hello monday's morning breeze,
you smell like another perfect week of mine. kisses. 

SEE THE DIFFERENCE. 

HAIH. EMO EMO EMO.

nice sky, ey? =D

天空，我，可以成为你的一部分吗?

facebook?

oh heh. i just on my facebook for like counting finger..

1, 2, 3, 4. OH MY GOD, i cant even remember when was the last time i sign in. LOL.

just keep swimming, just keep swimming.

EDITTED.

i just realise that my itunes is full of emo songs. AND I DIDNT REALISED IT FOR SO LONG! i wanted to download happy songs, but i just cant! sogou just isnt working well ): maybe, deep down inside, im a emo person. OH NO! 

AH HAH, THAT WONT HAPPEN. IM ALWAYS A HAPPY PERSON! =D!

just like this cute little guy,

 very happy hor this guy. damn QQ! just like me

swimming with chenlynn,shulin,sharlin? 

OH MY GOD ALL THE LING LYNN LIN =D!

 
shulin, jialing, chenlynn. =D

 
haha, QQ lynn!

 
Q hor Q hor! =D

  
this guy looks like he is in pain. xD

 
the sky is ever so pretty.