dilemma bitch.

work? dont work? =/

im having a total phobia of working so hard to get one thing,

but ended up, losing it again.

i want a dslr, badly.

so i thought that i can work for this year-end,

and get my baby right in front of me!

this feeling sucks man.

AND HEY.

GUESS WHAT THE WORST SUBJECT I SCORED?

CHINESE.

wtf. i cant believe it man.

my addmaths, bio etc etc are all better than my CHINESE.

i speak more chinese than english one wey.

and my english result is better than chinese,

chua bitch, grrh.

nevermind, i believe my wish will come true.

ps : emin, i updated :D

i forgot the passion to blog =/

when is my movie marathon?

the malays are starting to pray,

im still awake. wtf -.-

mmhmm.

i dont like the feelings after exams =/

its like you have nothing to do!

and having nothing to do is so lifeless like zombie -.-

lifeless #1

watching back ol' bleach ep. again & again & again,

like dont know how many times.

lifeless #2

i can even play the sims 3 for 6hrs straight,

without drinking water, pee,

but just glancing at the damn monitor.

lifeless #3

im playing this stupid game call ' elements TD '

again & again & again & again..

but, im still a noob.

lifeless #4

i played pinball.

yes, the windows one -.-

at least 10 times a day, wtf.

lifeless #5

i realised this is endless,

so i shall stop here and get some sleep.

My Surprised Sweeeeeet Sixteen! ♥

i realised i damn hate elynn loh,

she didnt actually ask me to wear prettier loh,

geez, im wearing that jeans that made me look fat ):

ignore the fats i warn you! ;D

ChenLynn ♥

E-Lynn ♥

Ipod ♥

Carmen. ChenLynn. GuoDong. ♥

4s10 ♥

my face looks so cute ;D

MeiJun ♥

HuiLi. ShuLin. ChenLynn. Carmen. Dylan. ♥

RouYi! Sei Lou Dao! ♥

MeiTing. E-Lynn. ♥

Carmen ♥

KangShyan. ChanHon. MeiJun. XianRui. Grace. TongYang. CheeYang.

4s10 ♥

ChanHon. kelamkabut-ing MeiJun!

E-Lynn. ChenLynn

E-Lynn. ChenLynn &

I-AM-A-TREE-OR-A-BACKGROUND ;D

Serena! ♥

you dont often see serena smile in front the camera one,

and i look so cute here xDDD

raping xDD

aiyeeer, guodong act cute sial!

XianRui, The-awsome-fish, MeiJun!

The awesome a4 paper! stupid jacob LOL

my awsomeeeeee tougueeee! hahaha.

JianKai, PeiYoong & ChenLynn.

focus on XianRui! ;D

MeiJun is so envy of me ;D

and such a poser!

Carmen & HuiLi ♥

Raping scene #2! HAHHA! * inside joke *

LOL. F.U.D. United ;D

take #1

take #2

last but not least,

MWAH MWAH MY DEAR CHEN-LYNN! ♥

i wanna watch every single movie in the cinema,

before my exam results comes out! T__T

i very paranoid okay!

my chinese paper1 sucked out,

i wrote out of topic! * sniffffs *

i havent watch the ugly truth, where got ghost, meatballs, surrogates, sorority rows, the final destination 4, rebellion and accident!

my life so sad kan?

i wanna enjoy all the movies!

before i went through the saddest part in school life.

&

i promise that i will upload pictures about my surprise party, here! ;D

the bomb!

i want this to have an own unique post!

THANK YOU!

MY CRAZY FRIENDS!

one day, i was just simply ranting about,

yeeeer, i dont have a freaking mp3,

chanhon, buy me an ipod lah.

then,

i guess this is how i ended up with an ipod now :DDDDDDDD

i was superly shocked, i swear!

i dont know how to react!

hah, i know i dissapoint all of you for not crying after opening it,

but i was really controlling lah!

the present was the bomb!

thank you !

chenlynn!

carmen!

huili!

shulin!

brandon!

cheeyang!

CHAN HON!

tongyang!

xianrui!

tecksern!

cheekeen!

&

my very uber QQ mum

and dont worry meijun!

i remember your famous amos biscuits!

:DDDD

peiyoong, rouyi, yenhui & elynn!

thats the only a4 paper that i will treasure it loh.

( so far lah ) :D

LOL.

EDITTED!

&&&!

DYLAN'S bubble thingy!

i dont know what its called,

but its damn cuteeeeeeee :D

wheee, thanks T.T

hello, prawn!

this was the most memorable day of my sixteen years in life!

firstly, of course, the surprise party.

i was really surprised, i thought it was just an outings with elynn, that we will buy clothes and chill around those kind of stuff, u really did a great job elynn. thanks for lying to me that ur sister LOVED bubba gumps, ur parents is going bentong, and staying at my house because u have no transport. i cant believe that im thanking you for lying to me, wow.

the feelings is like, a dream. i thought this year birthday was just going to be all stupid cause of exam. I REALLY never thought you guys will plan this for me, i felt so much loved! and i realised i kissed a lot of people. lol. AND I BOUGHT BACK THE SALT BOTTLE! ;D

chenlynn,

thanks for organising this party! & knowing which road im staying. LOL.

you were really going to make me cry, i was just controlling. lol.

before that, i thought that our friendship is not like before anymore.

i think, i will thank you personally when i see you again,

with something deepdown bottom in my heart (:

meijun, xianrui, bihui, grace, carmen, huili, shushulinlin, meiting, elynn, rouyi, weiwei, serena, tongyang, brandon, cheeyang, dylan, kangshyan, chanhon, GUODONG! peiyoong, jacob, jiankai, yeeer, kaixiang, karyew, adam & friends, 1/2 kahjo, 1/2 tecksern, pokai-ed cheekeen, on-the-wall mariah carey, salt, pepper, iced lemon teas and tables

hope u guys enjoyed & thank you (:

and those who did not finish the cake,

i really hate love you guys!

besides that, i really grown up, i learnt about myself!

i learnt how to appreciate my life.

for ur infomation, my brother got into an accident,

by banging some motor and the girl broke her leg -.-

i know, wtf right?

according to my dad, that my family is undergoing some bad luck blah blah blah thing.

since he got into an car accident, and something happened to my mum, and now my brother?

oh crap, what if the next is me?

i was planning to cheat in exams one okay, choichoichoi, kept my fingers crossed. LOL.

but, after the party, i didnt feel any sense of the 'stupid bad luck thing' at all!

in the other way, i felt so lucky, so much loved by knowing every single soul of you!

and i swear! that this came from the bottom of my heart!

you guys made me feel that all those bad lucks are just crap,

because i had all of you as my four-leaves clover (:

ps : i love clover, thats why i used that as an example, and dont think its lame.

loved.

polaroidd! (:

say hello! to my new baby!

thanks :

HOO YEN HUI!

PUA ROU YI!

TAN PEI YOONG!

TAN ELYNN!

who shocked my heart out after so many newspaper!

i swear that im gonna scold yenhui after so many layers of newspaper,

but the moment i saw the box,

there is a holy ray shining out man!

shing! shing shing shinggggggg! can blind -.-

i love you guys so much lah!

mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah ♥

and this made me feel bad loh,

cause, cause, i damn suck at giving presents one kay ):

SO NEXT YEAR U ALL,

BUAHHAHA, WATCH OUT!

its a bit late, but,

ARIGATO,

XIEXIE,

KHOPKUNKAH,

THANK YOU! ;D

rouyi, chenlynn, bihui, pammywammy, jacobooi, peiyoong, lili, elynn, shuwei, cheahyewtyan-.-, cheekeen, xianrui, meijun, siewyee, yeeteng, chingying, serenachang, meikuan, chanchow, brandongoh, karyaw, mao, yishiuan, 1/2 kok peng, dylan, xiongyan, chaoyan, ejia, mark, peyjing, katherinneong, meiting, jeeseng, jiankai, kencheok, seanwong, jansen, wengming, chanhon, tecksern, tongyang, desmondchan, carmenchua, huili, michelleleong, gracelim, willachee, fionateh, huiteng, yapwei, kimberlychoo, kongweng, kongweng's friend, vooikeat, chongsheng, chenlynn's mum, aiginn, lixien, klothilda, shenzhong, carmenlee, slyviachew, huisaan, jaehaan, yanxin, xinning, jiayee, weichuen, xiauyen, terence, quincee, alyssa, skyeo, munhon, karchun, meiyen, misslee, kahchun, auyongwaileem, vanessa, hweihng, weeheng, xiaoyunn, vincyuee, matthewhuang, keqian, chunyeen, kaixiang, joannalee, zhennam, sweaching, timothy, jiaen, ruyan, zhuoli, junlin, choonyit, anne, junyik, emin, weiling, dingwei, mum & dad.

thanks for wishing me facetoface, sms, facebook, blog, cbox and calls!

and, i bet all of you dont know,

my chinese birthday is at

the day after mooncake festival! xD

cool right!

HOOYENHUI, I HATE YOU! T.T

you got ur name on my blog!

i bet u freaking forgot my birthday!

no excuse accepted lah! ):

ps : if i left out any of your name, tell me kay? i really really really forgot, but you are still much loved! ♥