Of Holidays & Camera Crazyyy!

so, i only got like, 4more days of holiday left?
grrr, so don't have mood to go back college!

basically, i had a boring holiday.

HOLIDAY CHECK LIST. 
1. Finish Grey's Anatomy  *check*
2. Watch whatever movies *check*
3. Sleep until 4pm *check*
4. Sleep at 6am *check*
5. KL Trip *check*
6. Bought myself a facial coupon *check*
7. Annoy mummy *double check* HEHE.
8. Gain weight *triple check* =.=

Not bad ey?  NO.

Things I haven't do.
1. Finish Maths investigation

2. Do Psychology worksheet

3. Finish Naturalistic Observations

4. Do Econs worksheet

5. Finish EALD homework

6. Have a BBQ party

7. Sleep enough

8. Play the sims 3 

9. Go for a foot massage

10. Meet up with high school friends
11. Receive my first salary

- i swear this list can go so much longer man 

Conclusion : MY HOLIDAY SUCKS!

All i did was stay at home and rot. 

you guys must be wondering,
cheh, you stay at home cannot study one meh?

YES!

i did try to do my maths/other homeworks!

BUT!!

did you ever realized that the computer is like, blackhole? 

it sucks attention. 

ALL OF IT.

I CAN'T WIN IT! 

NOOO T__________T

before i end this post,

let me introduce you my next apples of my eyes :

Lego Digital Camera with build-in flash! ((((((:

Pink Biscuit Camera by Fuuvi! (:

SHOO QQ RIGHTZ? awwww.
mama is going to get either one of you soon!
wait for me kayyyy? <3 <3

xx.

Disney ; My Childhood Memory ((((:

LMAO.

ps : will update more about my holiday on the next post!

Say it, Mean it ; Time waits no man.

after watching so many episode of grey's anatomy,
after dripping so many tears,
after experiencing all the heartbreak.
after watching all the people dying,
i just want to say to every single soul i know,

THANK YOU.

thank you for not dying ;
thank you for living.

thank you for being there for me,

at least i know there is someone i can complain to.

thank you for enduring all my emotions,

at least i know there is someone that i can BE MYSELF.

thank you for loving me,

cause being LOVED is the best feeling ever.

thank you for being so fake,

at least i know who are the REAL people who cares.

thank you for being annoying,

at least i know there is someone there to annoy me.

thank you for being such a bitch,

at least i know there is someone for me to bitch about.

thank you for not saying hi to me, 

at least i know there is someone for me to roll my eyes.

lastly,

thank you for being part of memory,

friends, lovers, haters, whoever!

at least i know i lived before.

THANK YOU!!

SEE.

as im typing this,

amy winehouse is died.

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Life ; A beautiful struggle.

Date : 2nd day of my holiday.

Got a rude awakening by stupid boy today.
because,
he wanted to show me his fried rice -.-
it was 10am in the morning! WTH!
i usually wake up at 1pm -.-

but, it's kinda cute tho  (:


Then, at night, all of the sudden, i realised,
im really afraid that i can't get my scholarship,
and.
for all these years,
all the things i want,
i had to work really REALLY hard for it.
and is not true that,
things will meant more to you if you work hard for it.
is not true.

you know whats true?
LIFE's UNFAIR.
and there is nothing you can change.
you just need to work extra hard to get what you want.
you cant blame anybody else,
but blame yourself for getting in to the wrong person's body.

somtimes, i wish i was a gummy bear.

Play the laughter ; Pause the memories

today was the official first day of my "sem" break! 

SOOOO...

what did i do for the whole day?

NOTHING. 

well. when i say nothing,

i mean like nothing productive!

all i did all day was watching grey anatomy, running man & surfed the net only.

grrrr. hopefully tomorrow i will get my sports shoes out,

and head to the park behind my house,

and have a nice great jog.

note to self : the last REAL jog was in May 2010.

this is really really bad. 

i feel unhealthy.

all the dirty sweat is stuck inside my body!

hmm, how i wish everyday is holiday :/

Sally Kuannn ; The Kajang Sopoh

This is her playing finger slayer. SUPAH CUTE LAAA.
Venue : Discussion room @ Sunway UC

ps, sorry for the very blur and sucky quality video, the camera is filled with finger prints =.=

Dilemma ; Which option?

i really beh tahanz liaoz. 

should i buy an iTouch + HTC

OR.

should i just get one iPhone ://

total price for both has not much difference,
is just that my brother keep saying that no point getting iphone ==.
i dont know why he so against iphone lar.

Well, HTC has everything a phone needs,
and iTouch has every game i need.

On the other hand, iphone just HAD everything i need,
i just can't afford to drop it cause very samtong de nehzx.
and i tend to leave my phone everywhere,
lost it very easily,
drop it into the toiletbowl,
and i dont know why the hell that my phone always fly out of my hand.

YEER!
ME DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ARHZ.
can anyone help me to decide? ://

Holly Holidayyy!

stupid boy just used iphone to skype call me.
HAHHAHAHA!
so freaking cool!
sorry lar, cave women here wert :p

WHEEE =D
finished all my exams these week,
and T.T my econs sucks.

Econs used to be my top subject but crap lar, i screwed it!
u know that feeling?
like very disappointed with urself?
garrr. im experiencing it now!

one week ago,
it was maths.
NOW, ECONS?

maths was my best subject then econs come after it.
and see what results i have now.
i must get an ATAR of 90 to get scholarships T.T

should really find my study mood back like asap.
oh wait, NAHH.
I GOT 2WEEKS BREAK! =D

wheeee~

im so ready for holidays! ^^v

EXAMS!

super hard maths test tmr about probability and normal distribution.

PLUS 

35% of econs test. 

WALAO EHZ. 

blah, better get back to study, xx. 

you didn't close call when im sleeping ((((:  

Never give up on anybody ; Miracles happens everyday!

today's mood : roller coaster.

wake up at 845today, which is 30mins later than usual.
worse is, i don't even feel guilty for waking up late,
i just prepare slowly, bath slowly, walk slowly etc.

stayed back for maths discussion and headed back home around 6.
reached home and was planning to have a good nap,
mana tau one of the job finding agent called me,
gah, there goes my good nice nap.

THEN.
out of a sudden,
i got an unexpected HI! <3
ahhhhh, im so so so so so happy i tell you,
seriously, unexpected stuffs is the best (((((((((((:

am really happy at that moment!

THEN.
after dinner, the internet just became a complete bitch.
seriously within 30mins,
i think i dc-ed like 10+ times?

I WANT TO WEBCAM ONE OKAY?! 
SUPER DULAN at that moment,
and the worst is daddy is in front annoying me!
" pak toh dy ah" " pak toh dy ah "
OH MY GOD =__________=!!

then thank god everything is alright after 30mins,
webcam for awhile and my mood went alright dy ((:

thank you stupid connection,
i didnt get to do my maths today.
kasih kamu satu jari (:

坏习惯

你，就是我的坏习惯。

夜深人静了，我仍然醒着。

为何呢？

因为心底深处有那么一点希望，

希望：

今天没白等，

今天没白过。

Just another ordinary day ; Just another random day

Lazy morning *yawnnnns*

Yawnnnz, econs class is back!

which means 830 class resumes D; 

Rushed accounts's report today & prepared EALD presentations,

ahhhh, accomplishment! 

Reached home and i sat in front on the tv then i just unconsciously dozed off.

Woke up by mummy for dinner,

then chiyian called for maths discussion.

Blah, super tired right now.

It's the second day already. Where are you? 

The Holocaust ; Losers!!

I seriously cannot take it anymore,

those images, videos, photos etc are hunting me!

how can people be so cruel?!

TOO MUCH!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

no one has the right to do all these.

FUCK YOU HITLER _l_ =O= _l_!!

&

THOSE DOG NAZI!! 

for those who had died, REST IN PEACE PEOPLE!

for those who had survived, move on! we will always stand by your side.

seriously, 

it just reflected back to malaysia.

Why must there an authority?

Who gave them all these power?

no one is more superior than anyone,

you have no rights!!! ):

im really really sad right now )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

please don't let me lose this faith in humanity! )))))))))))):

You can control what you think ; But you can't control what you feel

心里有种莫名其妙的空虚感。 

First time travelling all the way to KLIA without my parents!

Woke up super early today! 430 ah! mai gawd. 

Only had like around 1hr sleep ==. 

For what?

neh itu bodoh tay yi wei la,

going to sydney dy some more take 9am flight,

walao ehz. 

Around 530 itu chuajinyiap called me and said he is reaching in 5mins,

so i faster grab everything and open door.

Get into the car and offered him milo, complaint somemore tsk tsk tsk. 

Fetched weiwei and wheee~ all the way to py's house.

Oh on the way itu chuajinyiap keep asking me to sing,

like scared the sky won't rain like that. LOL

Reached py house, changed car and off to klia. 

Then we only realised itu py dont know how to go LOOOL! 

Called dennis and i thought that he can help, 

manatau he lai si the whole night, HAHHAHAHAA! 

he dont even know what is he talking! 

so yeah, can only depend on jinyiap lorr.

Reached klia and i was planning to act some hk drama scene one,

and u know what,

i brought my camera, but i didnt bring my memory card.

hen smart cheah jia ling, hen smart.

thats why no pictures T.T

Found tay yi wei, chat awhile then byebyeee, there he goes.

oh btw, his mum damn cuteee!! awww. 

Went for dimsum at puchong then headed back home and sleeep!

and the rest of the day was just pure slacking ((: 

 all the best in sydney u idiot! (:

Time, is a great teacher; Unfortunately, it kills everyone.

起身后才发现，你已经不在了。

这，让我回想起很多回忆，
也，让我领悟到时间真的不等人。

我们应该珍惜现在，把握现在，
别等到后悔了，就没意义了。

If others can do it , so do we.

" you must update constantly to be a good blogger " quote eric.
i know im a very sucky blogger, tqvm for that eric. :///

i feel very very regret that i didn't went for the bersih rally today.
not that i like politics,
is just that seeing those pictures and videos really inspired me.
how can old people and disabled people walk on the road and protest,
and me myself is staying at home with darn a lot of excuse,
dangerous, jammed, no transport etc.

i swear next time i will go for it!
MELVIN. we got a promise.

ahhh, need to wake up at 4 later.
gonna force myself to sleep earlier today,
xx.

Laughter ; The Cheapest Medicine

每个人都有伤心失落的时候，

只要继续的往前走，

光明就在另一个出口。

微笑吧，

我的朋友。

Everybody have equal rights ; Don't be afraid to voice out for a better future

i shouldnt be awake right now,

its 3am & im still here, watching tv. 

ytd, my eald lecturer, mr. oliver assigned us to prepare a presentation.

my group decided to do on the holocaust, 

didnt know much about this major event until i went and wikipedia it.

i felt so lucky for all of the sudden.

seriously i went into some serious mental depression for that short period of time.

injection of dyes on the eye to change the colour of pupil, 

sewing identical twins together to "create" conjoined/siamese twins,

taking out bones without anesthesia, and so on.

))))))))))))))))): 

eva kor and her twin

this is just so sad,

we are all human aren't we? 

we all have the same genetic materials, 

everyone is made out of DNA,

THIS IS TOO MUCH. 

how can people be so cruel?

i seriously dont understand. 

BERSIH rally is just a few hrs away,

i pray for all the participants' safety,

is time for malaysia to change, 

but nah, one rally wont change much,

at least we made the effort too. 

Don't waste your time on past mistake ; Learn from them & move on (:

*yawnnnns*
its around 2.30 am right now,
im super tired,
but somehow i just dont feel like sleeping, yet.

it just made me feels like there isn't enough time for me anymore.
is so weird that i used to sleep so much,
but now,
my biological clock just went wrong.

gah,
probably our final meeting for the next few months,
maybe the last time as well.

will we still keep in touch?
will we still meet up after he come back?
nahh, i dont expect anything,
unexpected stuffs are always the best.
besides,
my hopes for him are less than zero,
no point right?

im just grateful to have some memories to hold on,
some happy moments,
some sad moments,
and a lot of annoying moments,

this are all part of my life already,
and yeah,
it definitely made me stronger.


Thanks my friends for being there to support me,
ALL OF YOU, especially chingying.
you teached me to...

Although that moment i was like thinking, WTF IS SHE DOING?! NO!
but yeah, if it wasn't her, i will be cursing myself now like a stupid idiot.
thanks dear, you dont know how much it meant to me,
if you somehow know my blog la xDD

Most importantly, thank YOU.

; xoxo.
ps, hope he really appreciate it.

College Life ; Updated xx.

helloo!

i suddenly got my blogging mojo back thanks to cy (:

time flies. 

it passed by so fast that,

i had already spent 7months in AUSMAT.

i know i blame damn a lot for that infomation service lady for introducing AUSMAT to me.

but somehow, without her, 

i wont be meeting a bunch of new dont-know-where-to-find friends,

you guys had no idea how lucky i felt for knowing all of you.

Firstly, Chingying. 

Know her since standard 1 and is living just one row across my house. Wasn't that close to her during secondary school since we didnt get to be in the same class for all 5years. Is just that we took the same bus and sometimes her mama was so kind to offer & fetch me back, thank you aunty! :DD Get to be in the same course and not forgetting same class for every subject made my ausmat life so much easier. i dont need to approach strangers that i dont know and dont need to fear that one day i wake up, i need to conform to people with diff attitude every single day since me and her are so much alike, period. Honestly, i really dont know what my ausmat life would be without you.

Then, is the cheong chi yian ( 0.8 mi )

HAHAHAHA! why 0.8 mi? cause her car got this super cute sensor which keep on saying 0.8 mi! damn cute okayy! She is like the leader of the group, the dai kah jie. She gave me the feeling that i can always rely on her, dont know why. She keep a lot of stuffs to herself, always acting strong, haijor, im here for you la kay? dont need to always be so strong one. im here to catch you! altho u very heavy la LOL! Oh and her driving skills is so damn good. Thanks for being so kind and patience caused i complaint the most to you LOL! 

Lim wee shin, sei fei shin :p 

The cute one! always damn nice to zat. seriously LOL. and her reaction is so cute that u feel like zatting her more xDD i think her thinking and mine is the most alike. cause, feelings tell me that me and her will be damn easy to kena tipu =.= i know, not a very good thing. but on the bright side, means that we are pure LOL. we seldom angry people, we dont really like arguments etc. she always damn blur one la, which is sometimes quite alike with me. Fei shin, i didnt tell you this but those moments when i complaint my stuffs to you really helped me a lot, kamsahamnida <3 not forgetting that she is a food god! jjajangmyun ahhh! 

Carinaaaa! <3 Fei na! 

The tall one, the skinny one and the mata sepet one xDDD her legs is like so damn long until ah, WALAO. totally can be a model. She got a dog, named bobby, ITS A SHIHTZU! and the dog just came to her house naturally, so lucky right? JEALOUSS! Well altho she is the tallest, but her heart is like a small kid. she always get frustrated with her laptop which always lag and the way she angry is damn cute LOL! Very suspicious that she had bipolar cause 1 minute she might be total depressed then another min, she can laugh like a mad women! Although we didnt get to have any heart to heart convo before, but your emotional changes really cheered me up damn a lot! OH YEAH! terima kasih byk byk for borrowing me ur iphone to zipai like everyday. wheeeeee. release damn a lot of stress one loh (:

you guys had no idea how much you all meant to me <3 lovesssss!

Well, this are the top most loved peoples in sunway. 

There are plenty more super adorable peoples of course.

they said that college/uni are all bitchy and backstabbing,

i dont think so loh,

maybe im just way to lucky to get to know you all.

ahhh, i felt so blessed. 

til then, xoxo. 

ps: hmm, i wonder when is the next time i will blog such a long post.

no one will still read my blog anyway :p