okay, i dont wanna know what did i just did up there.
but, eugene poh! how many times i saw u already ah. i think six times man. fuuuh. but, thank god everything went okkaaaaaay. but i swear this was my first and last time!
and once again, im a light bulb. haha.
AHHHHHHHHHHH, I CANT STOP THINKING WHAT I DID UP THERE! GOD! HELP ME!
hello, im back.
today i got this ultimate sick. lol. at first, i wanna thanks yenhui banyak banyak. she teman me to the tolilet, she help me to open the door, she help me to call my mum although she failed, she teman me at the pbsm room, she help me to buy tissue, and many more. THANK YOU!
next is rouyi, hahha. donkey that said if i dont go home, me no friend friend you. sang stupid songs that doesnt make sense. lol.
then yanxin! T.T she stayed at the class to teman me. YES, ME! NOT YOU YENHUI! bwahahaha. then, meiting that told sivanes how sick i am. lol. and i bet she will screw me tomorrow. muahahahahha. me and yenhui told many things to jeeseng. muahhahahha. yes, i know im very evil.
most of all, thanks mama for fetching me back =D
love you guys.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
okay, deep breath.
my day start with a sunshine, i woke up happily, as in got smile on my face one leh. then aunty came with that stupid old junk bus. then its starting to turn cloudy, i slept at seni period and woke up at english period. then, i just cant find my english paper! then i beh song adi! my NEW G1, NEEEEW ONE, TOTALLY NEEEEW ONE, DROPPED ON THE FLOOOOR! ROAR! and worst of all, tak dapat diguna lagi.
breathe in, breathe out.
okay, then it was recess, still cloudy. then i just dont know why i suddenly got this high kei mood. so i turn high kei and bully elynn. i keep laughing at her height, haha. then i really started to annoy her. at first, she was okay, but after awhile, she really hates me, i think that i really annoyed her too much, haha. but everything turns okay before after school.
oh, i forgot, i keep saying I LOVE YOU. haha. i said to engsin rouyi serena elynn yenhui yanxin matthew paksoong leongweisheng grace lohsinyi jieshern suen chaiyeeling chueyee chuahwilson ziling weiwei keqian an indian guy a lkt member wongnyuetfung carmen huili chenlynn yeeteng stairs firehose door rubbishbin sky sun and last but no least, the evil witch TAN MEITING! T.T
TAN MEITING, the evil one that broke my heart, the only one that broke my heart. i said i loveyou, and she replied me " aiyah, i know u love me lah, but i dont love you lah, go die lah " ahhhhh, heart broken. *sniff sniff * T________T
CHONG KEN LOOOOOONG!
dont look at me the rajin girl, look at matthew! hahhahaha!
YES, IM THE TALLEST! MUAHAHAHHA!
oooooo, maple can play adi, ciao.
im tired about all of this, please stop it.
why cant we live happily, why cant we just live without any conflict, why cant we just live without any sad things happening, why, why, why?
i thought that all of this will just stop, but it didnt. its just like a knife in my heart, it will never go away and you just keep pushing it deeper for every words u said.
do u know how pain is that?
if time can go backwards, i wish that nothing had happen. nothing.
when im having this hard time, who is there for me, one is there in the cinema, three of them are sleeping, one is there with her bf, damn I cant fine anyone!
gah, what a stupid day.
i wanna go diving after pmr! anyone wanna teman me? =D haha
today was simply fun at the last period when all the teachers where out for their photoshoot.
meiting and elynn sprayed water all over my pinafore.
in the end, elynn yang banyak untung sekali.
maple leaves, i like.
AH! HA! HA! HA!
I JUST SUDDENLY SAW THIS IN MY FACEBOOK! HAHAHHA.
SERENA + CARMEN = YAO MING.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
yesterday i just suddenly got a mood to read my diary.
and, and, and it contains toooooo many gooood memories of form2. T.T makes me miss form 2 damn a lot lah.
then, i saw this line.
oh god, how do i love my phone, it contains sweet memories. love it FOREVER!
i miss my phone! T____________T
my baby that have 1000 of people's handprint, my baby that contains so many sweet messages, my baby that got 100000 of unforgetable pictures, my baby that saves me from boredom, my baby that gives me hope when im down, my baby that brings me music, my baby that contains so many secrets, my baby that means everything to me, how could I LOST IT.
still, i cant accept the fact that i lost my darn phone!
i hate u 4d.
meiting, yenhui, matthew curse,
jia bu chu, means nobody will marry u, had set me in control of myself, well, a bit.
cause usually i will hit her without noticing.
so, matthew and yenhui keep saying that no guys will marry me. evil.
but, but, buuuuuuuut,
im not that bad lah.
hmph.
the more i deny it, the more i fall for it.
tagged by weiwei.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- firstly, i will make sure that whether that it is true. second, let him explain. third, if somehow he said something that turn me mad, i will scold him, whack him then walk away and cry. i think.
#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- i want to live my life and know myself more.
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?- first, the walls on the church will be decorate by tons of flowers. then, im wearing a super nice wedding gown and of course marrying the right man. lastly, i want all my friends to have fun. oh, i also want a super nice limo! by the way, is a dream wedding, it wont happen.
- yeahh, life is complicated.
- i love him ; he loves me. *fullstop*
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone
- uhm, depands. what if that someone that loves you is some maniac that takes photos at the back street of urs, that is scary. in the other hand, what if that someone dont love u? so, neither.
- forever, if i really love him.
- if im super in love with that guy, i will changed his mind and i dont care how hard is it. but if i failed, then too bad lah. go find another better one loh.
- uhm, exams' results, that ikan bebola, exams' results, my weight, exams' results.
- yeahh quite, at least there is something to do when im super bored.
- i will be working in a office, there is a handsome guy sitting in front of me, i will be wearing OL clothings, have a normal salary, working in a good environment and so on.
- 1. my family, my bank. heeeeeeeehs 2. my hamster, i know ah ham is not a person lah, but i treat him as a person. ah, what the crap am i saying. cute adorable and cuddly. 3. my friends, that colours my life.
#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?- mature, short ;p loves her man banyak.
- single and rich :D
- yeahh, if i really really loves him.
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- neither. cause i know i will regret after i choose either one.
- be ur umbrella when u having rainy days. gives u thousand of advices altough there isnt any that helps. gives u ice-cream when u are on fire. can be high without estacy.
i feel so bad lah,
dunno why lah,
is just i think that is my fault =/
and, why is maple down at this moment?
im so bored lah.
im not happy with my current results.
im not happy cause my i lost meiting in sejarah, and probably moral too.
im not happy cause matthew got a in many subjectssssssssss.
im not happy cause all my previous files bo liao.
im not happy about my science results.
im happy cause i got a great mama.
im happy cause i got a new comp.
im happy cause i ate ice-cream.
im happy cause i got ps2 to play.
im happy cause maple is back!
im happy cause im happy.
i cant afford to lose meiting in sejarah,
oh while, luckily she didnt got A.
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
yeahh, im so evil.
well, recap
26, thursday
after duty, took rapid untuk balik rumah. me and chingying's leg tired like shit man. so we decided to duduk di pyramid sebelum berjalan kaki balik ke rumah. we planned to call her mum to fetch us, but we lazy to walk to the public phone. in the end, once we reached home, zZz adi.
27, friday
i planned to follow rouyi serena they all pergi mv, but i forgot i need to teman chingying untuk menaiki bus. in the end, balik rumah loh. yeahh, im such a good friend :P. we both got stalk by two yam lou, thank god i saw my brother. then. well, my day end very suckishly.
28, saturday
went school with my bengkak-ed eyes. then, SHIT MAN! the whole sunway also knew about it adi. wth wth wth.and i found out babies nowadays are smart!
30, monday
gave and recieved a one big hug from pa la yeeeeee. dearest dad ever! love you. well, everything is okay adi.
1, tuesday
ran to amcorp with pa la yeeeeee to buy mcd ice-cream just to save 50cents. ran like two siao lang like that. haha. rouyi laughter. LOL. after buying our ice-cream, shop a lil while then walk back slowly. hahahahahhaha, damn siao lah we two. sweat like mad after all this running.
2, wednesday
matthew came back with a more even tan look. means black lah. oh, beeeeeeeeeeee hive! damn geli leh. but i think the bomba is at our school now to catch them. ah chan's sushi joke! LOL! hahahhahaha, damn sweat lah but still funny lah. please do not let meiting win my moral! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! and, good luck yan xin!
