the stupid what ren3jie2 just called my mum and say : its full. 

stupid one loh, luckily me and carmen ditch the job first. its the right choice for not going! die u dont know what blah blah. btw. thank god i listen to my mum x)

omg, my rashes is freaking me out. i never had rashes before, please go away. i sincerly beg u. pretty please. *cute innocent face that yenhui jealous* x)

oh god, its 0234am and im still awake, bleach-ing? lol. i just have to less time to do so many things. oh well, continue to bleach. 

work work WORK omg

I CAN DIE ADY LAH. STRESS! 

okay at first, i got this data entry clerk job so happy. and was suppose to start working tomoro. but, the dont know what ren3 jie2 guy say postponed. so suspicious lah okay, where got job postponed one. 

then, fineee. i got this bear job one. and was suppose to have a training on thursday BUT SO SAD! aunty say that he bringing dua orang or something like that only. suppose to be me and chingying. BUT, chingying asked siow chan wai to go too. and aunty tot im just a parttime so say im not that important so tak jadi, tak perlu pergi the training. 

DOUBLE DIE DIE DIE! DAMN SADDENING LAH! T.T

and im started to worry about my phone, my clothes, my hoodies, my jackets, my shoes, MY LIFE! OMG I CAN DIE ADY LAH! 

DIE RASHES DIE! OMG! I HATE U! GO AWAY! DIE DIE DIEEEEEE!

400 POST!

OMG! first of all, happy deepavali. 

and, im gonna start comment. lol.  18mins of deepavali. 

0000am.
fireworks, crackers, and many others. like WAR LIKE THAT ONE LOH! OMG! FIVE FIRE CRACKERS AT THE SAME TIME. WOAH. WHAT THE HELL WEY. 

0005am
still got all those firecrackers. more hardcore than chinese! omg. 

0015am
some fireworks BOOMED! and some girls screamed? then, haha, there was this guy yelled : OI! MACHAOHAI! SHUT UP! then after a few seconds, there is another fireworks BOOMED! then the girl screamed again. then the guy shouted : FUCK YOU BITCH! then. silenceeee. 

0027am
i solute indians man. still got fireworks and crackers. 

btw, im just wanna say that the guy, hahaha, it makes me laugh my ass off. LOL. 

just got the pics from changy!  altho, its kinda late, but nvm still (:(: 

17/10 ; friday
the day after geografi paper! PMR IS OVER! only got the pictures after met up with serena at the ice rink. so wont be that much pictures. 

 
serena ; engsin ; me

 
chenny ; me

 
me ; huili

 
kawaiidesu! wtf = =

20/10 ; monday
went pyramid with rouyi, carmen, serena, and ken.  ate pizza. around three, went ice skate, ken pergi cari kerja. then after that  ken and weiwei poped out, and join us to skate, tetapi itu ken emo sahaja. hmm, AND. me carm and serena was suppose to ask this guy, this singlet guy to teach us, but none of us dare to talk to him. so, failed lah the mission. then, walk around, ken bought kampai and i drank a lil only. = = then,  i  forgot what we do adi lah. memory lost. some pictures of it. 
 

carm ; roy ; me. checking ken phone out! x)

rouyi ; weiwei. ALCOHOL! 

 
serena's fav! right?

 
hor, kena stalk! 

23/10 ; thursday
hahha, after pmr going school banyak boring lah. so, this is what we did .

hehehee, banyak sampat x)

serena's society! 

serena's equation.

serena's anti love life equation! haha. 

the third step : revenge! + my peace sign!

kharwei's CHEER! heeehs.

MUAHAHAHHAH! X)

DOUBLE HAHAHAHAH! sampat! x) x)

chua guodong's version! HAHA!

25/10 ; saturday
went out with... *check out this at last two post* lazy to write again.

kim gary : 

 
chua promoting the water? haha. 

 
weiwei ; me sticking out my tougue. ;p

 
rouyi. posing. haha. 

 
me ; chaoyan. looking at the bill ; counting money!

 
all the one bucks and MONEY! haha, my favoutie (:

after movie, lepak in the mall.

 
hahah, i found the way to go in! (:

jusco :

 
small kids want them too? 

im in love, again

HAHHAHAH, IM BACK TO THE MAPLE MOOD AGAIN! SO, MAPLE HERE I COME! NYAHAHA.

rouyi's bro said that maple is closing down wohh, but i just dont understand. WHY AH!? so, in case that really happen, i decided to play kao kao now. toodles! 

CRAZAAAAAAAY!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, SYOKKK! 

just came back from pyramid. cant type right now, my head is like having a party in it. 

will edit this post, LATER!

im not me when im typing this. so, cancel cancel. 

okay, yesterday went pyramid with serena & bros. met up with rouyi, chaoyan, weiwei & ken. have dinner at kim gary. then itu chuaguodong suddenly pop out. lol. watch High School Musical3. well, its okay at some part, but its kinda too long, i nearly felt asleep in the cinema. haha x). after the movie, lepak around the mall, serena and weiwei' bros keep playing with the tomato. lol. 

after that, i felt bored, so i decided to go jusco and beli kampai. haha x). then after that, drank kampai, and got high. ken's dad fetch me home, and everything went blackout later then. so, i have no idea what i had done. sampat!

money money money, always crazaaayyy!

its 00:46am. and i just woke up. x))

i was suppose to skip school today, but i need to go kl to have the 10bucks/h job. lol. so, went to school. i really didnt plan to met up lll and help her to do stuffs. but, unfortunetly, when i was finding chingying, she saw me and called me = = wth. 

and i tot that i was suppose to type those 5pages ONLY. but, in stead of five pages, i think is 15pages! = = wth wth. after school, went kl with chenlynn chingying chongsheng & sis zhicheng valerie and lotsa more.

took lrt to met up that guy, change to monerel to that office, walk damn alot, and finally we reached the office. and, its some bank kewangan blah blah negara something. woah, we, underage ppl, working for the bank, or whatever it is. wth wth wth. after the briefing, done some trying, and THIS IS FUN! =D its so easy peeesy, well, for the sample one lah, i dont know how hard will it be when the real ones come, BUT, we just need to check some stuffs, and one page cost 0.05cents, AND ITS SO EASY! OMG! *cheeeesy grins!* 

after that, took monorel to bandaraya, change to lrt headed to taman jaya. THEN, IT RAINS! kesian me and chingying ran from the lrt station to amcorp to take taxi. sorry lah, cause u in all this trouble. but, after awhile her mum rang and tell her that she is coming. x) 

in the car, her mum nagged a lil lah. but, very cute kind of nag. x)) traffic jam, slept in her car, tired weyy. i just hope that my mum could come back faster. I WANNA WORK LAH. ya lah, i banyak fatt qin hon lah. x)

reached home around 7. tired sial. sleep sleep sleep until now only wake up. heeehs. and im gonna continue to sleep now. haha. 

when i grow up got money!

two months of holiday can make me go insane. especially works and shopping!

IM OBSESS OVER SONY PRODUCTS! 

okay first. no doubt. VAIO notebook.  

dont they look pretty? altho my bro say this notebook function tak bagus lah. but nice can adi lah. x) 

especially the pink one! x)) people that know me well will know why i choose this colour lah.

secondly, sony ericsson. w302 and w760.

i just dont like nokia phones, is not that they dont look pretty, is because that im born to use sony ericsson. my fingers are used to sony ericsson's keypad, function and stuffs. 

my long lost love, T.T i still love you! T.T w550!

after losing this darling phone, i decided to change to this. 

w850! but, too sad, saya tak ada jodoh dengan dia.

when i wanna buy this phone, tak ada keluar lagi. i love it just because it is so similar to my baby w550. and the white one not bad one, tetapi.. so, tak mau. so now, i decided to choose either w302 or w760. lazy to put the pictures again lah x)

thirdly, sony camera T-series. sleek and stylish!

DSC-T77 ; skinny T. PINK! ones.

 i dont mind having the green one, as you know, im currently obsess over green and red. 

DSC-T2 ; album T!

im gonna pause here. its already 2am, altho my stomach is full of mcd, but im really tired. ciao!

i hope everything is alright, EVERYTHING. 

after school, went back by kahjoon's car to pyramid. and i realise, i didnt even say thank you. lol. walk to the shop with chingying and kuowei. did something i shouldnt do. and met up my bro and kuowei's mum. 

i swear, that situation is so funny, i cant stop laughing wey. chingying banyak serious. and that kuowei asyik makan ice-cream sahaja. lol. banyak paiseh lah both of us. but seriously very funny.

Relationship Status : Single.

this is what chingying wrote. ah hah, lying ah someone. 

then met up with serena, mao, rouyi and guodong at sushi king. HEHE, went to sp four times a week adi x). serena's drunk video banyak funny! haha.  then cari ken? to cari job for rouyi. lol. that japanese hokkien fella, make me laugh like mad like that. HAHA. 

i think rouyi probably working at coolmax gua. SURE GOT ONE CALL HER ONE LAH. i guess and, carmen, the job, i really sked lah, itu pua rouyi asyik cakap kena tipu one kena tipu one. wth. hopefully not lah :S

so emo can die =X

as carmen says, so *blank* can die. 

uhm, basically did nothing today. helping pnlee to type stuffs, then watch housebunny, then went back home, sleep.

after dinner, stoned in front of the comp only. chat with changy, dia mendorong saya memperemokan saya lah. jadi, tak tau kenapa, saya tak ada emotion adi. okay, bahasa pasar =.= then now, im super emo adi. emo is not my thing lah, but tak tau kenapa saya emo sangat sekali. 

- let it go. 

me and meiting had decided to name ourselves, water and fire. water is me, fire is her. yeah, we are enemies. but, of course, im better. muahaha. 

okay, school like always. penjurusan. oh ya, wtf, no sub science, all science, why always change at our year one, upsr like that, now like that. wtfs. so no choice loh. 

at class, gila dengan meiting, yenhui. ya lah, matthew, yenhui, meiting and elynn. i very kiasu lah. haha. played the shutter game, muahaha. is the pride of rumah, ungu and hijau. i lost to yenhui 3times, won meiting 2times, yeah, i won, its not a draw stupid meiting. muahhaha. and won matthew onces. =D ungu won hijau. muahhahaa. but, lost to biru. =/

AND YES, IM SUPER VIOLENCE! MUAHAHA. BEWARE! 

then, continue to play play play. i blame meiting for my sampat-ness and meiting did the same thing too. haha. well, this year, i changed alot loh. thanks to u guys. =D

and those feelings are just so, so, undescribeable. love it. 

hmm, well, i promised to tell someone something today, but ended up i was late. yeah, thanks to the stupid fire, i cant explain everything, i cant do my nilam job properly, and it ruined my image. wth. 

then, helped wnf to tie books. at first, i tied like two rounds one. but she said, dont need lah, one round can adi. so i tie one round lah. then, she complaint that i tie until very loose. double wth. 

after recess, helped pnlee do to some stuff then FLY TO SUNWAY, with carmen rouyi serena ken chingying. then, went back home, choose clothes for the both of them, changed, take a bath, then FLY BACK TO SUNWAY. 

went there, met both of them. went skate, AND. FIND KAMPAI! omg, me and carmen are like desperato. yeah, ask her for more details what we did. T.T i wan kampai! and, im not a bad girl. lol wth. 

after pmr, i got so many plans, but none of them are gonna work out without cash. yeah, cash that have multi power.

so, i need to work. well, at first, me and carmen was suppose to be a clerk. but is in kl, so darn far so probably cannot go. then, we feel like opening a online boutique. so, if that doesnt work out either, I GO WORK AT SP LAH. omg, im so desperate for money.

after i got the money, the main thing i will spent it on is,

A NEW PHONE!

yeah, i still haven got one yet. my dad was suppose to sponsor me but i need to wait for my results first. wth, he agreed to give me one as my bday present one, but ended up. wth wth wth. okay lah skip this. so, at first, i was planning to buy this.

W760!

but, some of my friends said its very ugly, and uhhh, heartbreak! i like this phone so much because it is so similar to the one i lost at genting. but, but. ah nvm, so maybe i change to this.

 

 w302,

but malaysia dont have this phone yet lah. so i wait. but when i cant then i will buy w760 only lah. 

after this phone, i will declare myself bankrupt for sure one lah. =/ 

OH MY GOD LAH. I LOST MY CHINESE PAPER! KNN! WHERE IS IT? urghh

uhhh

my room, its a disaster. 

my mum had bought this super big giant huge large table back on the first day of pmr. and i didnt touch the book on that day, luckily its science and english only. 

so from that day, my room its had changed 360degree. totally changed. the bedsheet, the old computer table gone, decoratings, and all my stuff are on the floor, I GOT NO PLACE TO PUT LAH. 

thanks to my mum, i found out alot of stuff that are missing. and words that keep coming out from my mouth when i arranging stuff are always " oh, when did i got this?" "OOO, I FOUND YOU, FINALLY" "im still keeping THIS? i tot i threw it away?". LOL. 

and i had packed for like 2days already, but my stuffs, are like infinity, i cant pack finish one lah. i kinda regret for buying that many stuff, well, nvm, i love them too. heeehs.

and after i cleared all this things, I NEED TO GO IKEA! 

the reply

im very tired, yes i am. but, i cant sleep. 

well, i had settle the things that i should do. well, its kinda weird but im sure this feelings will go away. yeah, positive! 

am i doing the right thing? am i being cruel? why am i caring so much? all this questions keep poping up in my head. but, i know, i wont regret. words i said wont be taken back. 

the answer i gave may not be the one u wanna hear, but its the best i could give. 

currently stuck with, 我難過 

那一年默默無言 只能選擇離開
無邪的笑容已經 不再精採
你害怕結局所以 拼命傷害
說是我擋住你的 美好未來 

你堅決 不希望我等待
我便默默的讓你走開
如今你 受了傷回來
叫我如何接受這安排 

我難過的是
放棄你 放棄愛 放棄的夢被打碎 忍住悲哀
我以為 是成全
你卻說你更不愉快 

我難過的是
忘了你 忘了愛 盡全力忘記我們 真心相愛
也忘了 告訴你 失去的不能重來

wait, listening to this song doesnt mean im emo lah. 

PMR IS OVERR WORLD!

ITS OVER! ahlahlahlah.

somehow, i feel like i have no moto to live adi. =/

okay, im not gonna tell much about the exam stuff. so, im gonna tell how tired im today. 

well, after exam. my class, as in pmr that time the class, those boys yelled lah. lol. then went to 3b1. meiting actually screamed! lol. i never heard her screamed before one. haha. then teman yenhui go find serena. serena serena SERENA. well, i cant find lah. but after yenhui went away, yenhui actually met her while i was there still looking for serena. 

hmm, then take bus, saw anthony, not sure lah but look like him. kimberly was like. EH. HE IS ZHEN WEI KANG LAH. haha. then went home with chingying. bath, changed, feed my hamster, then go out to pyramid with chingying. 

AND I BE THE LIGHT BULB AGAIN LOH. but nvm lah, used to it adi. lol

then met with chenlynn. eat, play, watch movie. OH YA. YEETENG! lol. imagine a cinema with yeeteng, she laugh non stop one. and when she laugh she makes us laugh, and that makes ppl think that we were crazy. 

skate too lah. i wanna skate faster. I WANNA SKATE FASTER! lol. i dont care, im going there weekly. i wanna SKATE FASTEEEER T.T. btw, skating is a good excersice too. i wanna lose fat. 

aiyah, i damn tired now lah. k lah, until here lah. nights. 

oh yea! one more day and im free from hell! :D:D

well, after 4days of pmr, i finally can feel some fresh air, and tomorrow is GEOGRAPHY =D

OH!

i promised meiting to get A, i promised en chan to get A, i promised MYSELF to get A. so, i must now go do the whole book of geografi. well, u know, im insane. 

byebye! 

tomoro, i shall just commit suicide and after that, i shall drink the revive potion and get up on thursday. 

i tell u what happened. u see, before holiday, i done A WHOLE LOT OF MATHS. so, i think its enough adi lah. but,, disaster. today, i took out one book, yeah, vital star which is so damn hard, for me lah, and do. 

first question, errr. wth is this. second question, hmmm, uhhuh *dodododo* wrong answer, third question. OH! fourth errrrr. and same go to the fifth and sixth question. 

DIE LAH DIE LAH DIE LAH DIE LAH x1000000

im suppose to study sejarah now. but but but, i ended up doing maths. wth. wth. wthhhh. my sejarah sure die adi one lah. AIYAH, I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF NOW. 

IM GONNA RIPPED MYSELF!

omg. i forgot all maths stuff. SEI MOUUU! urgh.

OMG. I BROKE A GLASS. WHAT DO THIS MEAN? BAD LUCK?! eeeek. 

omg. is like lack of oxygen. i cant breathe. I CANT BREATHE. 8more hours. 8more hours. IM GOING NUUUUUUUTS! fuuuuuuh, i never had this feeling before. is like tomoro is armegeddon! usually, before exam, i will say, aiyah screw up screw up lah, next time do better can adi loh.

BUT, THERE IS NO NEXT TIME FOR THIS! 

hohhhhhhhhhhh, hoooooooooooh, omg, im gonna bang my head to the wall. geeeeez!!!! 

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!

ALAMAK SI LIAO LAH! 

meditation

24hours left, the only thing i could do is, 

MEDITATE! ;D

i dont wanna stress myself anymore.

two days left. somehow, i just dont feel like caring it anymore. i know im didnt prepared enough, i know im not gonna get 8A's. well, i dont mind getting it also. ngeks. i know that my sejarah is shit, i know that i will probably be so darn nervous on sunday that i cant sleep, i know that i will probably be shaking my hands when i have the exam papers, i know that i will probably get a *blank* mind on some subjects, but, for a sudden, i just wanna dont care adi lah. 

if i really screwed up my pmr, hmmm, maybe i join meiting they all go sub-science only lah. shit loh, what if, i sub-science also cant go in leh, nvm lah, go art stream lah. WONT DIE ONE LAH.

hmmm, WHY SO FAST THREE YEARS ADI ONE! i still rmb like it was yesterday that was the first time i stepped in the school like that, yes, with that nerd look. form1. form2. form3. just like yenhui said, 2more days we are gonna use all what we learn on this 3years, 7more days we are gonna throw all this stuff away, few more months we were gonna learn new stuff again, 2more years we are gonna use everything we learn in this 2years again. WALAO EH. SIAO. 

YER, WHY I SOUNDED LIKE IM IN FORM5 LIKE THAT ONE. 

btw, thankyou ruyan for the pencilbox! :D  

call me gila babi, PIG!

72HOURS TO HELL. 192HOURS TO HEAVEN! =D =/ =D =/ 

3moredays, one more week. 3moredays, one more week. 3moredays, one more week. 3moredays, one more week. 3MOREDAYS! ONE MORE WEEEEEK! 

okay, back to books and notes.

p.s : pmr, u stinks alot man. *dut u*

SEJARAH SEJARAH SEJARAH!!!! oh shit. 

wilson said my book wasnt good, it made him fail. AND I AGREEED TOOOOO! grrh. die fokus!

today i sat with yenhui and meiting. dingwei didnt come, left paksoong sitting at the first row. haha. then, i dont know why suddenly got mood to study, so study LOH. AFTER RECESS, WE BECAME HYPER! meiting ah, yenhui ah, me ah, keep laughing non stop, like makan estacy like that. 

lol, then after we laugh laugh laugh, no more energy adi. then we wanted to study, so, we slapped each others face, i slapped meiting, meiting slapped yenhui, yenhui slapped me. HAHAHA. and i dunno why we ended up all hit meiting, wait, is it? lol. i dunno lah.

kay, I NEED TO NERD ADI. byes.

is not necessary

I SAVE A DOG! =D and the dog followed me home, and  my mum scolded me. =/

the dog fell into the drain, it was like barking like kena rape like that why nobody save it one? so i save loh, but i didnt expect it will follow me back to my house, ENTER MY HOUSE!? wthhh. so, its normal that my mum scold me lah.

mama : jialing! u already got a hamster, what now? last time was a cat,and now a dog? what do want more?!

uhhhhhhhhh, heartbroken. i was just saving a dog. 

and to someone, u know who u are. 

WHEN I SAID ENOUGH IS ENOUGH LAH,OKAY?! MATURE ABIT LAH. ITS NOT FUNNY AT ALL. U THINK IM KIDDING RIGHT, WELL, I AM NOT, IMMATURE! grrrrh. sohai.

damn friggin pissed. BUT! heeeeehs, presents! chenlynn's dog is so cuteee, shorthen legs, nyahahahahaha! thank you!

 LOL! hate me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMMY WAMMY! 

this siaopo, i met her when i was standard three. most of all, she sat right beside me. we siao, chat, play, sampat, gossip, gila, insult, prank, and lots lots more lah. 

okay, one day, we was writing the dunno what kid magazine thing lah. then,

jialing : OMG! why our address the same? why u go and copy mind?

pam : i where got copy, this is my address lah. ya loh, same leh. 

jialing : OH MY GOD! why like that one? 

after school, i was holding the phone, FINDING HER HOUSE! lol. then suddenly, i saw her beside the road, haha, both of us like run towards each other and shout! haha. 

then both of always visit each other's house, go to the park together, went lagoon together, went pyramid together, play chor dai dee in her house, bully her brother, aiyah, what kind of things we also do before one lah.  

things get more cooler when our birthday was such 4days apart. lol. we were like twins sister. our mums were like best friends also lah because of us, i guess.  

after our primary school, we even went to the same school, sitting the same bus! nothing change much lah, WE WERE STILL BEST FRIENDS LIKE ALWAYS! 8years and more to go babe!

okay lah, this is some siao pictures of hers la.

haha. OKAY, i dont wanna put lah. this make me so evil, when im already evil enough! hehe. im such a good friend. 

vampire, NOT!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

last night, i slept at 4.45am. and now is 4am. LOL. most of all, im laughing non stop. wth. i found one website. which make me laugh like siaopo like that. even my bro is sleeping already, how could i be laughing like here?! my friends , family had told me that i look very pale. other than that, my stupid brother said this to me, yes, u look like a ghost. wth. 

I CANT SLEEP MAH. 

ignore me, im going nuts

em gee. !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&

stress releasing.

no stress no stress no stress

omg. how could i said no stress. :(

I STILL GOT THE WHOLE SEJARAH BOOK TO STUDY! sei mou. sei mou. SEI MOU!

i still got one and the half week, ten days, 240h! OMG. im gonna sound like im a physco. wait, im already a physcowannabe adi lah. 

i hate myself for being so last minutes! roar. 

OH MY GOD. WTF LAH. I HATE KERTAS MODEL. 

whats the use for studying when they give u the wrong info. wtf wtf wtf. 

ahahahahaha,  失恋的青蛙! makes me go so siao! hahahahha! 

who cares my birthday was a rainy day when there is sunshine in my heart :D:D:D

LALALALALALALALALAA.

birthdayss with friends and present are great. =D

and where there is birthday cake. it made everything fabulous! heeeehs! 

bubbles are like near distance rainbow,

so pretty yet so fragile.

IM STILL SO HYPER! haha, my most hyper birthday i guess. BUT. when i think about PMR. i just feel like dying. STUPID PAMELA. i asked her to come to my house to paksa saya study, but she watch naruto like a freak like that. haha. 

but, i managed to study a lil bit lah. cause i dont like naruto. haha.